The Opposite of Independence…

That’s what I’m feeling. And it’s all because of money. Being unemployed once sucks (especially for that length of time- a full 99 weeks). Being unemployed again… I f*cking hate it, and it makes me hate most everyone else who has money to live beyond bills & food. Sorry, but that’s how I feel. And I’m entitled to.

Been job searching like usual, but no call backs for interviews (and most of these are places that ask you not to call to ask about the current status of the open job; an email, maybe). I would really like to be employed again in a full-time and/or permanent position this month, not next month. I don’t want to have the same shitty summer I always do due to lack of money. Sure, I can drive wherever I want to now, but I don’t have money to do anything but buy groceries & pay bills. F*cking back to where I was last summer. I’m tired of this shit…

Anyways… well, I have 4th of July posts coming up today & tomorrow on Tumblr. I might post them here as well. If you tire of my personal posts like this one, you won’t get another for awhile. But I have to vent through some outlet…